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Monday, October 31, 2011

All for nothing...

Did it ever occur to you that you got your facts wrong?
Maybe you should check them out before getting your panties in a knot!
I have done NOTHING wrong, here never have.
I have been nothing but patient, while the whole time your treating me like shit.
I have been nothing but nice & caring.
I don't think you grasp that no other woman would put up with half the shit that I did
People don't push me away because I have a big heart, I say what I mean & think, while you seem to purposefully act like a jerk with out any disregard to how you treat others
You treat me the way you have been treated
I thought that my influence would have a positive affect on you, maybe it has, maybe it hasn't?!?
I went into this situation full on knowing what I was getting, but in the end what I got far exceeded what I thought I was getting
These words hurt you because you know that they are true and you don't like that and it pisses you off
Well sorry that I don't sugar coat things, its not my style, I can't pussy foot around things
It takes courage to write what I feel and to live with/accept the consequences of my words
Im sick of your mind games
I gave you so much, for nothing, only to receive nothing, but pain & headaches & stress

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