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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Where do I go from here?


I was excited about the opportunity to explore the world (aka move to Tofino) Meet new people thought to be honest, I much rather be by myself, I tend to keep to myself & I find it exhausting making new friends, I’m happy with the one’s I have. I mean don’t get me wrong I love it here in the lower mainland, but I have lived here my whole life and now it feels dead to me. Does that make any sense to you?? I was motivated to look for work because it would lead to so much more, but here on the mainland I couldn’t give a shit. I just don’t care, back to not caring, with no motivation to do anything! This isn’t anything new for me. I guess I feel lost, like I had lost everything long ago, with no desire to get it back, years later wanting something else...BUT WHAT!  

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