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Friday, June 10, 2011

Note's from FB pt.6 (Dear Daddy)


I miss you
I love you
You mean the world to me,
I’m sorry that you had to see me struggle in your last days
I’m doing better now
I’ve changed my life and I know that you would be proud 
I think about you all the time, sometimes I can even feel your presence 
That hole that was there in the beginning is not as big 
I keep thoughts of you singing using the vacuum as an air guitar close to my heart 
Whenever I fix stuff around the house I feel you near
All those years of me watching you have paid off
There is someone in my life I would have wanted you to met
My boyfriend of seven and a half years
He is a wonderful man and you would love him as he loves me
He treats me like a Princess, as you did
I am the apple in his eye as I was for you


Our family is a small one now
We still get together and watch movies and share a meal
It is my favourite thing to do
I never allowed myself to grieve for you 
But now that is all I seem to do
Long overdue 
It still really hurts from time to time
But I know now that I will be ok 
And that it is ok to feel this way
Every time there is a special day or occasion I want to share it with you, then I remember that you are always there in my heart
Until we meet again...

Written By: Jennifer Anne Harrison

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