Today I realized that people are on their own path, each person has their own journey. Some people feel comfortable doing the bare minimal, it may produce results now but the same technique will not work later on in life. You will be hit with harsh realities and not be prepared, it will feel as if life itself is going against everything you have ever planned for yourself. However, these are characteristics of a young person (of body and mind) any fool can produce minimal efforts. There is no skill in that. You are only depriving yourself of valuable knowledge. I have been in this place myself, it is why I am able to speak about it and describe how it feels.
Youth these days think they
know how to party and what they are doing has never been done before, but its
people like me who set the bar, I have been partying and drinking and doing
drugs since before you were born. I did not just go to some dinky little house
party, I partied in mansions, had millionaire friends, rode in new &
different cars every couple of months (cars that were completely modified
aftermarket everything, you name it we had it). When we partied, we had DJ’s
top shelf alcohol not any of that cheap ass shit that comes in a box. We had
premium drugs, always the best nothing else would do. Our friends were DJ’s in
the local Vancouver scene; we went to the best raves where DJ’s from all over
the world came. We partied at Plaza Nations, before it was a casino, it hosted
the best raves in Vancouver, and I was there. You can never have that.
I have lived multiple lives
in a short time period. I have come very far from the person I use to be. I may
have had the life, but afterwards, I hit a bottom that was unfathomable, I have
done things that in a million years I would have never done, you have no idea
what I have done or what I am capable of. People who do know what I am capable
of were scared of me, even my own family, but its only because my behavior was
so erratic to put it mildly. (VERY mildly) This version I am giving you is the
candy coated version. Only my closest friends get to know the true/real me. I
do not share myself with everyone, it is to exhausting, I don’t let people into
my life very easily.
Now I am disciplined, honest,
reliable, I am leader in my community, and to my people. I am a role model. You
get to learn from my mistakes, if you cease the opportunity.
Well that is it for today,
thanx for stopping bye, have a great night –XOXO VanCityGirl83